it's my 2yr anniversary

i know that i should be feeling happy and full of joy but i don't because i haven't reached my goal and i still need to lose another 90lbs just to be at my goal and i just seem to have given up on myself and everything, this morning my so called boyfriend thats what i call him because he started teasing me about my bat wings again and it truly bothers me, so i told him that he don't have to look at it and that he can go find him someone who was perfectly fit and portioned that he will like, and i left it at that. i still have an issue with my weight loss journey i'm truly struggling and i want to get down to my goal i use to weigh in at 330, and no i'm 252 i want to get rid of it all,sometimes i feel like starving myself or make myself up chuck my food that i eat. i need some help

Lydia, I'm so sorry you're having a rough time right now. Starving yourself or throwing up won't help the problem. Try to refocus and get back to basics~you CAN do this!! I'm sorry you don't feel like you have a strong support system either~that is so helpful in our wls journey, but we're all here to help you even if its just to listen. Please don't give up on yourself~stay strong and you will reach your goals! Good Luck to You! Tracy B

Oh dear. don't give it up . Get back to basic and try to go to a support group. We are here for you. Feel free to email me [email protected] Hugs from Germany Vanessa

Lydia, Don't give up! Your "tool" is still there, you just have to get back to basics and work the program. YOU CAN DO IT!! If you are not going to a support group - GO! You need the support and help of others that have been where you are and where you've been. Hang in there! Vickie J.