I've had an eating disorder for a decade. I'd skip meals and this seriously messed up my metabolism.
Even though I know that sometimes I am not the fattest person in the room, that mindset is stuck!
I always feel people are looking and starring, and laughing. I don't like public places.
When I had surgery, I weighed 384lbs & while I've come a long way, I have more work to do!
I HAVE ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY BUT NOW NOT SO MUCH..I AM DOWN FROM 318 TO NOW 229 I FEEL GREAT.
I have lost 125 lbs, wear a size 12 and still am not happy. WHY?????????
