J-Mac
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Here we go!
Jun 29, 2008
Well, Tuesday is the big day for me! I have been in a long battle since 2003 with the insurance company and in a whirlwind, I have been approved, scheduled and all in a matter of weeks!
I have many goals and dreams, but in all of them, I see myself a lighter, more active man.
Still, lots of people tell me "oh, gastric bypass is so dangerous." or "why would you want to do that?" Well, my reason is, life.
I have struggled with my weight since I was very young. I can't remember when I was "normie" size. All my pictures from kindergarten forward showed this little chubby kid, to now, a morbidly obese man. What the pictures don't capture is the pain and suffering physically and mentally that I have and still am going through.
I have been diagnosed with Atrial fibrillation (a problem caused by electrical signals in the atrium of the heart to misfire and cause very rapid and uncoordinated beats), diabetes, sleep apnea, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, severe and chronic low back pain, swelling of legs and joint pain. ALL of these things can be fixed by losing weight!
It was about 6 years ago when I started considering weight loss surgery (wls). I had another bad bout with Atrial Fibrillation and I knew I had to do something. I didn't want to die. I wanted to start living my life again.
I NEVER though this would be the easy way out. I think only people here know what I have gone through as well as what measures I have taken throughout my life to lose weight. I cannot begin to tell you how many diets I have tried (and failed) and how many times I was well on my way to what I felt was success when life hit me back with injuries, traumatic events, or just extreme levels of stress that caused me to revert back to weight gain. I have tried everything from atkins to nutrisystem to cybergenics to weight watchers. All with similar results (currently doing weight watchers again with my wife to help get ready for surgery).
I ask from all of you, pray for me. Pray that the surgery goes well. Pray that the post-operative period goes without complications. Pray that the success of the surgery will bring me and my wife the joy and energy to start our family.
Thanks to all my friends and family. I appreciate each and every one of you!!
John