Deborah S.
Hi
My name is Debbie...My story is kinda strange to me..I use to be underweight for a long time then about 10 years ago I started to take medications for anxity and depression ect..I found myself over eating and loving food so much that when I work up in the morning I couldnt wait to go out to eat..I find great happyness in eatting out....I have tried to get off the medication and ended up in the hospital..So no way will I be getting off the medication...
I'm 43 and want to live the rest of my life well...
NOW the part I really need help with..
I have never had surgery and I fear it sooo much.I really need as much support as I can get..
I have a best friend of 21 years that will help me but he is not to happy about me getting the surgery.He is scared of me gettting the surgery but he will be there for me...I'm really scared of being put under ect....
I also feel so guilty for not being able to loss the weight on my own I have tried but no dite lasted very long at all..
I weigh 329lbs
I wish I could have done it on my own I really do..I feel that I souldnt get surgery becasue I gained the weight and I should be able to loss it..I wounder if any one else feels this way??
I wish everyone well take care and free to post me I will be happy to post back thank you 
