casinoluvr
I have been overweight most of my adult life. I lose weight only to gain it back.I have done this many many times. I have thought about surgery for quite some time. Last year I had approval and chickened out and cancelled it after going through everything to get okayed. I thought I could do it again on my own..guess what I was wrong! So I again started the process again this summer and got approval again, my surgery date is scheduled for August 13th, and again I am so scared that i want to back out but I can't. I so need to do this. I am so tired of being so overweight that I am afraid to go on a plane for fear of not fitting in the seat, hate going to the movies the seats are so uncomfortable, and also to a restaurant and sit in a booth, the area looks so big until I sit in it. I don't want to be a fashion model, but I do want to be a smaller healthier me, and not be so self concious of my weight issues. 
