chantel03
today was a bad day....
Aug 14, 2009
so the hubby left today for 6 months. i thought i was gonna be strong when i said goodbye, but when my husband had to say good bye to our 9 month old son, neither one of us could take it. he truly is my best friend. everyone keeps telling me how fast time will go by, but the truth is, im tired of hearing that. 6 months is a long time! thats 6 months of going to bed at night alone. 6 months of cooking dinner for 1. 6 months of silent afternoons because no one is around to talk to. all i want to do is cry. im alone in this stupid country i hate, raising a 9 month old who i love more than anything else in this world, but who will eventually forget about his daddy. its not fair!6 months does not go by fast!!!
