E_Saenz
2:10am surgery is at 8:30 am
Aug 11, 2015
im like a zombie I haven't slept in 2 nights I'm just overwhelmed I can't sleep not even on my meds I by all practical points and purposes should be knocked out. But here am I wide awake. I'm thinking of how long I've waited for this to happen and I am still in disbelief in about 6 or 7 hours I'm gonna be in surgery. I'm so grateful I'm getting it and I'm happy im gonna finally lose all this weight. I'm an emotional basket case. I have my bestie Lisa and my daughter Ramona spending the night everyone is sleeping and I can't seem to squeeze my eyes shut to save my life. Oh well i guess I'll sleep after I'm sleeved. I spent my entire day preparing the house doing laundry cleaning dishes sweeping mopping cooking and I took a wonderful shower and put my pjs on after I took my medication nothing to eat after 6 pm and nothing to drink after midnight. I really should be sleeping. So I'm gonna try Good night!