Guilt

Feb 28, 2011

My weigh loss is causing a lot of mixed emotions.  I am so happy to finally get my body back.  I feel like I am getting in touch with myself again.  There are so many little things that I can do now that simply amaze me. 

Saturday I was getting a pedicure and could actually lift my feet up to inspect them. 

When I get out of the shower, a towel can almost fit around my body!

I can put on socks now without feeling like im gonna pass out!

I am losing a lot of the bitterness I have.  It seems with the weigh loss the bitterness is going with it.

Now for the mixed emotion part.  My daughter is overweight and I feel really guilty about losing the weight and she being still overweight.  I bought a dress and she was very upset because she said she wanted that same dress.  I had no idea and felt really bad about it. 

I mentioned WLS for her and she was really offended by it.  Emotionally I dont think she would be ready for it anyway.  From here on out, I will try to help her incorporate exercise and healthier eating habits so she can lose too.  I cant help feeling so guilty.  I would love for us to lose together.

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