findingmyself1994
Is it over yet
Sep 29, 2011
Well i am not drinking Protein or water they give me cramps, but i am drinking OJ--- there is a 50 calorie per serving 8oz. OJ ..Love it and i love oranges.. I am so happy to be able to get something in my mouth without throwing up, cramps or bad gas, So I am hoping that this will lay a foundation for me to take in other things soon. Oh i can eat mash potatoes ....but I try to stay away from them, good thing i have kids they help eat everything,
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Cramps
Sep 25, 2011
Well the cramps and my funky mood ,,,,My period started, after almost 4 mos of not having a period. I locked myself in my house this weekend and didn't answer the phone, I was really scared that i was getting depressed. I go see my Psy. Dr. on Friday, but i get PMS really bad, and i don't know why my actions are so bad until after. Oh well i feel a little better now, At least i know why i am going crazy ////
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Water
Sep 25, 2011
when i drink water, i get the worst Cramps,...Like my period is coming ....OMG i can't win!
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Determined
Sep 23, 2011
I am determined to get my fluids in today...I am already behind schedule because it is hard to get out of bed, I'm so miserable. But with that being said i know that my life is as productive as I make it, fighting your mental is hard. Well i ate some mash potatoes yesterday and they went down find, I think i ate about 2 oz but not in one sitting. Well OH have a beautiful and wonderful day today!
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Uggh
Sep 23, 2011
well i was trying to be positive, i am 248 right now, i should be jumping off the wall, but i am not. I am surviving off water and crackers right now, oh Popsicles very little water. i can not wait for this phase to move on, i am very impatient when it comes to waiting for things to change, i am about to go crazy
...too late i am already there
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...too late i am already there
ok i see some sunlight
Sep 20, 2011
well i ate 5oz of soup( it was full of veggies and i just chewed well no blender)oatmeal 2-3oz...about 6 Popsicles, 2oz of protein and even though i am short.. I am glad to be getting some stuff in... BTW i am 1 week out today and i weighed myself 251.6 not bad!!!
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pain
Sep 17, 2011
when does the pain stop, it isn't as bad but my neck is killing me. i called the doctor last night, i am worried about my intake and health, i keep thinking i am going to die. i had no anxiety before surgery, now i have all the anxiety in the world. i wish i could fast forward 3 mos, so i can look back at the blog and call myself an idiot. i am determined to make my fluid intake today. 2 liters of water..my goal for today
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Hell
Sep 16, 2011
Well i can't say that this has been a pleasant ride. I can not wait for something to change. I went from constipation to gas and BM that will blow you away. My stomach sounds like a factory, I can't sleep, eat or drink.I really need something to change before i lose my damn mind...
home
Sep 15, 2011
I am home from the hospital and i understand why people second guess the procedure. My stomach feels like someone literally riped my guts out. I am tired, not eating and the GAS is off the charts. I did make an appointment with my Psychiatrist to talk about the mental aspect of this procedure. I just want to get in the bed(oh i am already there) and not get out. I am about to say a prayer now that i get over this phase, sooner than later....I know tomorrow will be a better day then today. I really need to start my protein and medication schedule ....
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Ready
Sep 12, 2011
well I am leaving for the hospital today(like 15mins) I just wanted to say-_----See you on the other side!!!!.....I am hungry, i didnt sleep last night, Tired but i am not worried...I trust God! Have a blessed day all!!
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