STACY RICHARDSON
i was wrong to do this.
Nov 23, 2009
alright i have done some research on soem stuff. so here it goes.. as of psych issues with wls. i have the depression, it says that it was prob there before surgery.. its true. i have never denied that. it also says that meds dont work as well due to absorbation rates. bummer because they didnt work all that well before. i also read in another blog i think it was that many of us wls patients dont like to be looked at all the time. i have taken up the little hobby of not leaving my house unless absolutly necessary. dr meetings maybe a store once a week after ten pm. people that have seen me before just stare at me. i have lost friends over this,and along with (not that i had many to begin with.), family telling me i was so wrong to do this. my health issues came back diabetes. apparently the depression. the pcos is worse. i cant lose anymore weight. i am exercising or was i quit a week ago. over an hr a day every day. nothing. not a pound was lost. so i gave it up. why should i become so exhaused for nothing. i went to meeting tonight. one person said hi to me. i dont belong there i guess. it was much more depressing to go an see all these people losing weight and becoming so much more healthy and happy and im not. i am going to go to one more meeting because a psychatrist is gonna be there and that will prob be it. i did this so i could be helathy and happier and im not.
