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Had a little set back got my gall bladder out, with the help of God, my family and my cheerleader Erin it WILL get better. I have lost 32 lbs. One day at a time sometimes one hour at a time is my motto.

Ok im going crazy im bored walkiing around in circles.Hmmmmmmm what to do. its all good. spending more time with my daughter. just have many blah moments especially after 3 pm. on a positive note lost 3 more lbs and feel great. ok i need to stop complaining.:) thanks for letting me vent.

Feeling pretty good. went to a few stores this weekend. back in the land of the living. lost 23 lbs. feel good not tired and my feet do not hurt. just dealing with the emotional part. one day at a time.

On a positive note i am feeling kind of normal still alittle sore but im driving now and went to a store yesterday woohoo. i feel like part of the world. i have lost 18 lbs and not as tired.

On a negative note my back has been killing me dont know why. I miss eating food im tired of mush food. realizing how much i depended on food i ate when i was sad,mad, depressed and happy. im getting ancy trying to find something to do. i get mad at myself that it has come to this point.

on a positive note. i dont regret doing it. one day at a time. My best friend erin has been a great supporter and listener. love ya sleeve sister

I am so touched by all the posiitive words from so many people it means so much. its so nice and realizing there are so many of you out there. Truly thank you. i am realizing that this was a MAJOR thing. i have had surgeries but not a life changing one. i am so glad i did it having a rough time but not regretting it. what i have gotten is 1-2 weeks out is about the time you start to feel better. i am only on day 6 im expecting so much so fast.

Day 6-lost 15 lbs.

Crying alot, can't stop going the bathroom (bm), over did it on the protein powder drank a whole cup in one sitting, not gonna do that again.Just out of sorts but on a positive note, the sorness is better. walked a little farther. I dont regret doing this. Just miss being normal and holding my little girl, but before i know it it will be in pass.:) Im praying alot to God and one day at a time.

I am having a very rough morning, i cant stop crying. and the pain i though would be better. im just not being patient. i feel like im a burden to my family right now. and my kids are just not getting along and my little one is not being good. My husband has been a great help. he is not feeling good himself. Just a few more days and i should be alot better.I hope:) im sipping on water well. ok i just had to vent.

Day one was very tough very very sore and totally out of it.
Day two not as nauseaus as i thought i would be. i walked to the kitchen a few times. and slept alot pain about an 8 tried to stay on top of pain meds.
Day three i walked to the kitchen 6x and the driveway 3x i feel very nauseus today about the same pain level didnt take pain med in time, gotta stay every 4 1/2 hrs 15ml then im ok. very emotional today but i have lost 11 lbs. i drank about 12 grams of protein and some ricotta 2x day drinking about 1/4 c water 4-5 day need to drink more. started vitamins too. i cant wait to feel better and start feeling normal again. its all uphill from here.

Ok, the night before my surgery, i was overwhelmed and not so nice the last few days but i have realized how much i depend on food. i am SO ready to do this. Lets do it. next time i talk it will be day 1 or 2.