In November, Im angery!!!!!

Nov 09, 2009

Im mad at myself, no one else but me, I get on the scale last night and im 314, I started this journey 371 and I feel that I could easily get back there. Im mad that I have gotten the band but gaining and not loosing, wtf is that all about!!! I take responsibility for taking advantage of being able to eat things that I normally couldn't , I take responsibilty for slackn on my workout etc.... I don't want to sound like everyone else but I can't help it, I Messed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Today, I am eliminating one of my distractions and focusing myself again, Ive come to far to just give up and go back to being close to 400 pounds, I will be at my goal next month, ( december 8th 2009) I will be in the 200. I am defininelty getting a fill next tuesday. mhhhmm, stay tooned for posting in December, my emotion is still anger, at myself and the food Ive allowed to be consumed by.

Till next month, don't be like me, stay focused.

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