luvinmyfour
hoping this is all normal...
Jan 03, 2009
Hi everyone... I feel ok today no pain, no guilt, a little tired but that is expected. BUT...there is a but here I am finding I am crying at a drop of a dime, I dont know if it is pms...sorry guys if TMI!!! feeling a little down but people are just irritating me to NO END!!! I feel like my whole family is turning against me..lol I know they are not but right now I am using it as an excuse. My son wont help me with anything this week, my 18 year old GRRRR is just being 18, my 3 year old Maddie is a tazmanian devil in disguise...lol I clean one room she is in it as soon as I go to the next room and it looks worse than it did to begin with, my significant other quit smoking so he is a grouch...lol but hooray for him 3 days now. I am going through this thing that I am ripping apart my whole house and throwing and I mean throwing so many things out it is almost like a nesting thing...trying to make everything ok around me. I find myself harrassing my kids because they wont help me OMG I need to chill out....well I know I can count on all of you to get a grip on myself you all listen to me and dont judge me and guide me well sorry guys I needed to vent