Scared and excited

Apr 04, 2009

I have been told my surgery date is May 27, 2009.  My first reaction was a freakout.  My crutch, my lifelong friend, my comfort is going away.  I wondered if I was ready, but through lots of journal writing and some experimenting with foods I haven't had in a  long time, I realized I've been practicing a lot of good habits.  I've also realized that food or the abuse of food wasn't the nirvana I once thought it was.  I've been allowing myself to eat some of the foods I said goodbye to a long time ago, and guess what? I didn't enjoy these foods nearly as much as my mind told me I would!! I am more and more convinced I am ready for this.

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