I am alive

Nov 03, 2010

I am alive and well. I had a weird moment. I went to victoria's secret to get a new bra. The lady was measuring me and insisted I show her how the bra looked. After we did that , she said... "wow you have lost a lot of weight havent you?"  She went on to talk about her breast implants and things. So for the first time, I was seriosuly considering having a tummy tuck and some of this skin removed. I guess i have been up and down so long that the extra skin was just a part of my unattractiveness that I was used to. So I have decided that in the next three years I would like to have a tummy tuck,and whatever other skin removal can be done without major scaring and maybe a breast lift. By the way the INCREDIBLE bra at vs is awesome. So if a bra can make me feel super good imagine what getting rid of thos excess skin could do. ha. unnecessary...maybe.... vain....maybe...worth it?? only time will tell. ha.  screw it. I bet i can finally like the way my clothes fit again. lets be real. i have lost a lot of weight and dr spivak is very happy with my long term results. but this excess skin is sad. i remember being in highschool and weighing 170 and being a size 7. i weight almost 190 and am i size 12/14.  we shall see

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