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All that follows is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. My name is Kim and I am a 24 year old female who has been overweight for the majority of my life. I am a fun and outgoing person and I love to have a good time. I never really thought of my weight as being something that made me feel unconfident with myself until I got older and noticed the snickers, laughs, and jokes going on behind my back and in my face. I used to be jealous of skinny people because I was somehow stuck in the fat body. As I got older I started to accept that fact that God wanted me to be fat and that is why I was fat. I took it in stride that I was fat and I was going to die fat. But then I realized that I didn't want to die fat and that I didn't want to be fat anymore. I wanted to be able to shop at a regular store(like old navy) and get a whole outfit for $30 instead of just buying a shirt for $30(like at lane bryant). I wanted to be able to lead a healthy life and be a good mom to my children(if i do have any). I wanted to just overall be healthy and add years onto my life instead of taking them off by being obese. I thought that if you were fat you were just fat, that you weren't broken off into groups. It wasn't until I decided to look in to weight loss surgery that I found out that I was super morbidly obese. Wow I was bigger and at a higher risk for bad health than I thought. I feel as though I am a beautiful person. I wouldn't say that I am fine, but I feel like I'm cute. I have had my fair share of men so that is why I never really thought that my weight was a problem. I mean I noticed how I was about three times bigger than most people my age and height but I just thought I was unique. It wasn't until later relationships that I noticed that I was being taken advantage of. I thought if I was really nice to a guy he would like me, but then they would take my kindness for weakness. So that had to change. I am currently with the most sweetest, supportive, loving man that I could ask for. He is the one who got me to think about the surgery because he could see that I was such a good person but my weight was hindering me from being who I really want to be. I mean I am me, but I mean I will have so much more confidence once I have this surgery and I can't wait. I have the support of all my family and friends. I have a few people who are kind of not with it but this is my life and I have to live my life for me and noone else. I know that right now at this point the only way to go is to have weight loss surgery. I have tried just about every diet out there. I mean I would get to a certain point and then I would stop losing and then eventually I would gain it back. I even went through(and sometimes still do) a phase of being bulemic. That was not healthy and I had to put an end to it. So here we are at the current times. I looked into having weight loss surgery. I contacted the Barix Clinic for an consultation. I met with Dr. K who seems to be a wonderful doctor. He puts it out there for you. He doesn't try to put it into sweet terms. He tells you the truth. Once I left there I knew that I had to have this surgery if I wanted to save my life. (5'3, 331lbs)I am about two times the weight that I should be and I know that with dieting that will be almost impossible to acheive. So here I go on a journey to find that person who is living inside of me screaming to be let out of the fat!!! I am somewhat scared but I am more afraid of what my life will be like if I don't have the surgery. From here on out, I will periodically put in entries of updates, feelings, moods, thoughts, and everything else pertaining to me and my battle of the bulge!!! October 2004: Decided to look into having WLS for a second time. Thank you to my wonderful and loving boyfriend Will. October 28, 2004: Met with Dr. K and Angela(Dr.K's patient of two years) at the Barix Clinic in Langhorne, Pa. He said that I was a prime candidate for the surgery. Somewhat excited! I also spoke with Angela who had the surgery two years ago and she just let me in on some of the ups and downs that she went through. I was told I had to quit smoking six weeks prior to pulmonary testing. Wow I don't know if I'm ready for that, but I am willing to do anything to achieve my goal. January 10, 2005: Received my approval letter from my insurance. My goal of becoming smaller is starting to be put into motion!!! I have also made appointments to see the shrink and a pulmonary specialist. That is going to happen on March 29, 2005. March 2, 2005: Getting a little more excited. Joining this website and talking to people pre-op and post-op has really been great. I feel like I am part of a huge family where everyone is going through the same thing. I want to thank all the people on here who have made me feel welcomed. In less than a month I will be taking another step closer to doing what I want to do. Wow I have seen the before and after pics on this website and I can't wait to add mine. I can't wait to see the new me. March 14, 2005: Getting more and more excited. Just found of that I had to move my appointments for my testing back until April 8, 2005 but that is only a little over a week so that's cool. Wow I can't believe that in last than a year I will be changing my life. My bf is really excited to. He won't know what to do...lol(just kidding boo...i love you)Plus I need another week because I have still been smoking. I haven't bought a pack but I have had a few now and then. It's so hard. Well people, wish me luck and more updates to come!!! March 29, 2005: Well I have about a little more than a week to go before I am finish my testing. My biggeset fear is that I am going to fail the pulmonary tests because I have still been smoking. I am tryin to quit but it is so hard! I can't wait to have the tests done and hopefully I will have an update that includes a surgery date! Well until then, keep losing and looking great!!! March 30, 2005: I just had to take a minute out to say thank you to the man who is my everything, the man who gives me everything and who already has my life planned out, my saviour Jesus Christ. I know that without Christ in my life I would be nothing. He is my rock, my shield, my all. Without him I wouldn't be where I am or who I am. I thank Him for his grace and mercy and I thank him for blessing me everyday and even right now at this current moment. I know that I don't go to church like I should and pray and thank Him as much as I should but I know one thing, if you don't have Him in your life, something is wrong. I love the Lord and I thank Him for just giving me life and giving me the ability to wake up in my sound mind and be able to use all my extremities. I know that if it wasn't for the Lord on my side that this whole process would not be going on. When I have my surgery, the head doctor is going to be Christ and I have all the faith that He will see me through! April 4, 2004: Well I am down to four days until I have my testing done and have the results sent to my surgeon. I hope that I past. I am so excited about having this life-altering surgery that I kind of just want to get it done. I don't know if it's the fact that I am going to look and feel so much better or I just want to hurry up and get it done before I chicken out??!!! Probably a little of both. I will say that I have had a horrible time with not smoking. I was suppose to stop a while ago but it's hard especially when everyone that you are around smokes, but I pray that God will see me through it. He didn't bring me this far to give up on me now! I will keep everyone posted!!! April 11, 2005: A minor setback. Had to cancel my appoinments due to illness!!! Will keep you posted April 12, 2005: There is a God. I only have to wait a few weeks for my appointments. I was afraid that I was going to have to wait much longer but the current date for my appointments are May 13, 2005! WISH ME LUCK April 22, 2005: Just wanted to say hi and thank the person who took the time to do my page. I'm doing good, just waiting for the time to go past. Didn't want anyone to think that I forgot about the site! love you all May 2, 2005: I guess everyone has wondered what has happened to me. Well I am still alive. About a week and a half left before I finish my testing and then hopefully I will get a date! Also I wasn't sure if I put who was in the other pictures on my page, so I'll do that now! The picture of me all dressed up with the guy is a pic of me and my younger cousin at my high school senior banquet. The pic of the guy with the glasses on is the love of my life, my number 1 solider who has my back through all of this!!! Love you boo!! And the other picture of the little guy is my boo's three year old son. He is like a son to me. I love that boy alot! Well that's it for now. I will keep everyone updated as soon as I hear anything! May 9, 2005: Wow guys I am really going through it. I had a talk last night with my BF and I finally told him that I didn't think I was going to have the surgery, that I wanted to try it naturally one more time. I understand that I need to lose the weight and I am willing to do that but right now I am neither financially or emotionally ready for this. I don't know what to do anymore. I have my testing on Friday and I don't know if I am going to show up or not. I was thinking about taking Zetacap pills instead to see how that works. I don't know what I am going to do but I will keep everyone updated! June 2, 2005: It has been a while since I have been on OH but I didn't forget about you guys! I am doing ok. I go to my PCP next week and I am going to see what she can suggest to help me lose weight as an alternative to the surgery. I just want to try one more time on my own and be serious and determined about it before I have the surgery and regret it. I have been reading alot about people who have regretted having the surgery and even of people who have been so depressed after have WLS that they have killed themselves. I don't want to be part of that statistic. I will still visit OH and all my friends and I'm asking that everyone keep me in their prayers and I will do the same!!! LOVE YOU ALL
August 25, 2005: Wow how time flies. I haven't been on here in almost two months. I was down a little bit and I was going through a period when I didn't know what to do. I still don't. I have lost about 20lbs since I have last been on OH. I feel good and I have alot more to go. I am looking into maybe have the surgery if I hit a stand still. I have been eating right and exercising.(mostly swimming) I just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing ok and I will promise to keep you guys updated regularly! August 29, 2005: I have great news. I am going to be going back to see Dr. K so that I can get scheduled for surgery. Wish me luck. Hopefully I can start the new year with a new me!!! August 31, 2005: I go to see Dr. K on October 6, 2005. I know it's a while away but he is a busy man. I have to go see him again to re-start my process. As many of you know, I had done it before but then I had changed my mind because I wasn't sure that I wanted to have WLS, but now I am 200% sure that I want to go through with it. So hopefully once I see him again that will get the ball rolling faster and help me to maybe get a date before the end of this year. Wish me luck!!!
September 13, 2005: Just wanted to say hi and say that I have gained two pounds since I last saw my doctor last October. I guess it could be worse but I just joined the gym at work so that I can work out now before the surgery and after! September 21, 2005: Well nothing to really talk about. I gained two pounds since the last time I was at the doctor's last October. I guess it could have been a lot more. I started working out at the gym at work. It does make me feel a little better. I still have about two weeks before I go back to see Dr. K. I got a new PCP. One that is devoted to me and knows what's going on with me. The one I had before there were alot of doctor's and you never just had one docotr all the time, but I figured with me having this surgery, I needed someone that I was going to see all the time. That's about it for now! October 7, 2005: WELL I AM BACK TO UPDATE. I WENT TO SEE DR. K. YESTERDAY FOR A RE-VISIT SINCE I HAD PUNKED OUT THE FIRST TIME AND HE GAVE ME THE SAME INFO THAT HE HAD BEFORE AND HE TOLD ME THAT THE EARLIEST I CAN LOOK TO HAVING IT IS DECEMBER OR JANUARY DEPENDING ON MY TESTS. SO WISH ME LUCK AND PRETTY SOON I WILL BE A LOSER TOO!!! October 25, 2005: Well nothing much to talk about except that Barix got a verbal approval from my insurance and they are now just waiting on the letter. Other than that I go see my PCP on Nov. 3 and maybe she can shed some light on when I will be able to finish my testing. I can't wait to become a loser. I was a punk before but this time I'm ready. Also I got a part time job working at WaWa and the good thing about that is that I won't lose my job once I have the surgery even though I may not be done with my 90 trial period!!! Well wish me lucks...More to come November 15, 2005: Well just to update everyone, I will be done all my testing as of December 5, 2005. I pray that all my results come out good and that I don't have to wait any longer to become a loser. Hopefully I will have a date in a matter of three weeks. Well I am excited and I can't wait. I will keep everyone posted once I find out some good news...!lol November 23, 2005: Well I just came from my psych evaluation. It was bad at all, in fact I had fun. Two more tests to go and loser's bench here I come!!! I want to wish everyone a safe and blessed holiday!!!
December 7, 2005: Well I have completed all my testing and I have to say that I am happy, yet still a lil scared because I know that I am going to hopefully have a date soon! I am just ready to get this over with and begin my new life. Well I gotta wait until all my results are sent to my surgeon. I will keep you guys updated!!! December 15, 2005: Well just a little update, finally got down to the bottom of my results problem. My doctor's assistant had been lookin at the wrong chart the whole time and kept tellin me that she had no results for me. I knew this was wrong and found the problem. So needless to say, all I am waiting for now is to get a date! DECEMBER 30, 2005: I GOT A DATE. I AM SO HAPPY. MY RE-BIRTHDAY WILL BE FEBRUARY 7, 2006. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I AM GOING TO BE A LOSER SOON. I AM SO BLESSED AND HAPPY RIGHT NOW. THE WAITING IS ALMOST OVER. I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE ON THIS BOARD FOR ALL THEIR LOVE AND SUPPORT. MY BATTLE WITH OBESITY IS ABOUT TO END
JANUARY 6, 2006: WELL ONLY 14 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY 25TH BIRTHDAY AND ONLY 32 MORE DAYS UNTIL I CROSS OVER ONTO THE LOSING SIDE. I AM SO EXCITED. I AM NOT ALL THAT NERVOUS ANYMORE AND I HAVE TO GIVE MAD SHOUT-OUTS TO MY GIRLS FOR TALKIN TO ME WHILE I TALKED THEIR EARS OFF ABOUT THIS SURGERY(DENISE AKA ITZMYTURN2005, MEME AKA MZ FOXXY MEME, AND LASHAWN AKA PRETTY PLUM) I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE AND I AM SO GLAD THAT I FOUND THIS WEBSITE AND ALL THIS LOVE AND SUPPORT. WELL THIS IS ALL FOR NOW. I WILL POST LATER. I HAVE MY PATs ON JAN. 20, WHICH ALSO HAPPENS TO BE MY B-DAY!!! JANUARY 16, 2006: Well here I am three weeks and one day away from my new life. I can't wait. I am more anxious and excited than anything. I am a lil nervous but my two angels; Denise and Carlin have been a true Godsend! I don't know what I would do without the two of them on my side. I have to say congrats to my girl Denise who is doing her thing and workin her tool!!! You go girl. I always wanna say good luck and see ya on the losing side to her husband Ken!!! Right now I am starting to realize what is about to go on!!! People ask me if I am scared...HELL YEAH, but I have God on my side and He hasn't bought me this far to leave me!!! Well this is it for now. Will post again after my PATs which are Friday 1/20 which also happens to be MY 25TH BIRTHDAY JANUARY 25, 2006: WELL I AM 13 DAYS AND COUNTING UNTIL I CROSS OVER TO JOIN ALL THOSE WONDERFUL PEOPLE ON THE LOSING SIDE. AS MY DAY GROWS CLOSER I GET MORE AND MORE EXCITED. I AM A TAD BIT AFRAID BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE GOD WITH ME AND HE ISN'T GOING TO LEAVE ME. I HAVE ALOT OF SUPPORT FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND NOT TO MENTION THE BOARD. I DON'T WANNA GET ALL MUSHY AND STUFF BUT THIS BOARD HAS BEEN A TREMENDOUS HELP AND SUPPORT SYSTEM FOR ME AND I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE WHO HAS MADE IN IMPACT ON ME HERE OR WHO HAS ALWAYS GIVEN ME ADVICE(THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE) BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE HAD I NOT FOUND THIS SITE!!! WELL THIS IS ALL FOR NOW. WILL CONTINUE TO UPDATE UNTIL THE DAY OF SURGERY AND THEN WILL RESUME ONCE I GET BACK AND INTO THE SWING OF THINGS!!! P.S. CONGRATS TO MY BIG SIS JANEEN WHO IS GOING TO BE A MOMMY!!!! JANUARY 30, 2006: WELL MY ANGEL'S HUSBAND CAME OUT OF SURGERY WELL!!! I CAN'T WAIT ONLY 8 MORE DAYS. WELL I STARTED SOMETHING IN BAF. I PUT MY OPINION OUT THERE AND I GOT HATE MAIL AND HATE RESPONSES FOR DAYS!!! IT'S ALL GOOD CAUSE NONE OF THEM KNOW ME, ME OFF THE BOARD. I HAVE MADE SOME TRUE FRIENDS OFF THE BOARD AND IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I DON'T MAKE ANYMORE. I NEED ALL THE SUPPORT THAT I CAN GET BUT I AM NOT GOING TO BE AROUND WHEN I GET CRAPED ON BECAUSE OF MY OPINION. BUT OTHER THAN THAT I'M JUST COUNTING THE DAYS DOWN!!! FEBRUARY 1, 2006: WELL I AM SIX DAYS AWAY. I AM A BALL OF EMOTIONS. ONE PART OF ME IS ANXIOUS AND EXCITED TO GET THIS OVER WITH AND THE OTHER PART OF ME IS SCARED AS HELL. I GUESS THIS IS NORMAL, BUT I KNOW I FAITH IN A HIGHER POWER AND I KNOW THAT IF GOD BOUGHT ME TOO IT HE WILL BRING ME THROUGH IT! FEBRUARY 3, 2006: THIS WILL PROBABLY BE MY LAST POST AS A PRE-OP. WHEN I COME BACK TO POST I WILL HAVE CROSSED OVER TO THE LOSING SIDE. WOW MY DAY IS GETTIN CLOSER AND CLOSER. TODAY IS MY LAST DAY AT WORK UNTIL EARLY MARCH OR WHEN MY SURGEON RELEASES ME TO GO BACK TO WORK. I HAVE BEEN STREESING MYSELF OUT WAY TOO MUCH AND I HAVE TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GAVE ME KIND WORDS AND PRAYERS. I AM STARTING TO CALM DOWN AND REALIZE THAT I'M IN GOD'S HANDS AND HE IS GOING TO PROTECT ME AND SEE ME THROUGH IT. I HAD TO REALIZE THAT IF IT WAS MY TIME TO GO, GOD WOULDN'T USE THIS AS A COVER UP TO TAKE ME OUT. I HAD LOST FAITH FOR A WHILE BECAUSE I WAS SO AFRAID BUT NO LONGER WILL I LET THE DEVIL STEAL MY JOY! I AM TOO HAPPY AND HAVE TOO FAR TO GET SCARED AND TURN BACK NOW!!! WELL GOOD PEOPLE OF OH, I LOVE YOU ALL AND I'LL SEE YOU ON THE LOSING SIDE!!! February 12, 2006: Well I made it to the losing side and I must say with no complications and no real pains except for the day of surgery! I am doing good. I have lost 12lbs so far since surgery! I can't believe how good I feel right now! I am so happy with my choice. I will admit that I have head hunger and when I see certain foods I regret it but I know that in the long run it will be for the better!!! February 27, 2006: Well I went to the doctor's the other day and I have lost 17lbs. I am right on target according to my surgeon. I am so excited with my new life. I mean in this short time I have definition in my neck and my collarbone is starting to come through. I can't really tell that I have lost but alot of people can. I feel so good. I just have to work on getting my protein in. It's hard because I am rarely hungry after drinking protein shakes which are gross, but it's only for a short time. Well this is it for now. Will post again soon!
MARCH 6, 2006: WELL I AM BACK TO WORK! SO FAR SO GOOD. EVERYONE CAN REALLY SEE THE DIFFERENCE ALREADY!!! SINCE MY TWO WEEK VISIT. I HAVE LOST ANOTHER 8LBS BRINGIN THE TOTAL TO 22!!! I AM SO HAPPY AND MY CONFIDENCE IS STARTING TO IMPROVE ALREADY! March 9, 2006: Well I am officially a month out and down 22lbs. I couldn't be happier. To me it seems like the weight is coming off slowly but I may be losing inches faster. I feel pretty good. I am still trying hard to get my protein requirement and liquid requirement down. I thank God everyday for giving me this chance to start my life over. I will admit that at time I have faltered and done a few things I shouldn't have but I am getting myself back on track. I am able to start swimming now which is a big thing to me. I can't wait to do it! I can even go in the sauna! I go back to the doctor's in two weeks and I pray that I am still on the right track! March 24, 2006: Well I am six weeks out. I visited with my doctor yesterday and I am down 34lbs!!! WOW 34lbs in six weeks. I am right on track. I started going to the gym and it feels good. It feels good to be able to do things and not get so tired so quick. I found out that my doctor was leaving and going somewhere else. He has truly been a blessing to me and I am so thankful for him. I am thankful that God has given me a new lease on life. Will update again later!!!
APRIL 6, 2006: WELL I AM TWO MONTHS OUT AND THE SCALES HAVEN'T MOVED. I AM A LIL DISAPPOINTED BUT I GOT SO MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT FROM THE BOARD THAT I AM A LIL BETTER! I KNOW THAT I MAY BE LOSING INCHES BECAUSE MY CLOTHES ARE STARTING TO FALL OFF OF ME...LOL! I GUESS THAT'S ONE WAY TO TELL THAT SOMETHING IS COMING OFF. I GOTTA GET TO THE GYM MORE AND GET IN MORE PROTEIN. OTHER THAN THAT I AM FEELING GOOD. MY ENERGY LEVEL IS HIGHER AND I AM JUST LOVING SEEING MY NECK AND COLLAR BONE!!! WELL JUST WANTED TO UPDATE REAL QUICK!! April 19, 2006: Well as many know I have been battling a slight case of depression. The scale was not moving and I was getting disappointed in my weight loss thus far but Glory be to God the scale moved and I am now under 300lbs. ONEDERLAND here I come!!
May 5, 2006: Well I am offically three months out and doing good according to my new doctor(who I don't really care for) but I am happy with my weight loss thus far. I thought it would be more but I guess that I need to get on the ball more and stop being lazy. I am going to work out more and get all my protein and fluid in. This is my goal. I didn't have this surgery to just sit around so I gotta put the pedal to the metal and I won't let the weight control me, I will control the weight. As of yesterday I am down a total of 42lbs and have lost 20% of my excess body weight. I am not sure about the inches because I haven't measured myself but I will take what I got and run with it because I am going to completely turn this thing around and do what I need to do. I want to thank everyone from the board for their love and support and great words of encouragment. Especially my big sis Carlin aka Mz Foxxy Meme aka MINI MEME!!! I love you girl! Will update again soon and I will have some new pics to post in the coming weeks so look out for them!
June 19, 2006: Well it has been a minute since I last posted. Nothing much really to post about. I have been down in the dumps again because I know that you aren't suppose to compare yourself with other people but their pounds are dropping off. Here I am 4 and a half months out and only down 56lbs. I know that I shouldn't say only but I feel like I should be a century club member by now. I guess I am a slow loser. I am just going to keep praying and I know that God will bring me out of this stoopor. Until next time....
July 7, 2006: Just wanted to do a quick update. Nothing much going on. Still battling this plateau. Go see my surgeon next week. May have a hernia. Hope not. Will keep you posted July 17, 2006: Well it's official! I have an incisional hernia. I don't have to do anything about it and that's the good thing. Well I am doing good according to my doctor with my weight loss. I will not compare myself to anyone ever again or get upset when I don't lose. This is my personal journey! I am happy that I am on target. Well that's all for now! AUGUST 10, 2006: Nothing really much to comment on thus far except that I have finally had the pleasure to meet many of my PA friends this past weekend at the monthly support meeting. I must say that I had a ball and it was well worth it. I can't believe that I stayed away this long. I promised that I would be back next month. If you don't have a strong support system and have people around you that are going through the same thing you gotta get them around you. They are such a blessing and are so caring. They are my new found family. I love you guys so much and thank you for welcoming me with open arms!!! To date I am down 74lbs since surgery and 77lbs from my highest weight!!! August 30, 2006: Well nothing much to report here. Loving my new life. I am on a plateau again but I will be doing the 10day plateau starting on Monday. Pray for me y'all!!! But other than that life is getting a little more easier. I am up to a loss of I guess near 80lbs from my highest weight. I have finally started to buy some new clothes. I started this jounrey in a 30/32 and I now wear 18/20tops and 20/22 bottoms. I am so happy!!! I don't know why I waited so long. I am going to do the plateau buster and then the protein train back to back to see if I can get this weight loss really moving. I want to try to lose another 25lbs by the end of September. I am going to my college homecoming and I wanna work it!! Until next time...
September 13, 2006: Nothing much to update. Going to VA in a couple of weeks to my college homecoming. Can't wait to see the faces of my friends!!! October 4, 2006: Well I must say that I had a ball in VA. I got to see my best friend and my Goddaughter that I haven't seen in almost two years. I hooked up with alot of old friends and it was just like the good old days. One down point of the trip was that I was messing around with the digitial camera and deleted all my pics but I still have the memories. Alot of people had to do a double take when they say me because they didn't know who i was at first. I got so many compliments about how good I looked and the weight that I had lost. I must say that was a high point of the trip. Well weight is still about the same. I need to stop slacking and make my tool do what it do!!! That's all for now! November 17, 2006: Nothing much to update about. Still losing and try to work my tool to the fullest.I jut found out that I have to work the week of Christmas. The whole damn company is closed and we were suppose to be off but security is acting as if they are going to die if they have to answer the phones!!! Well that's life. I will be traveling to South Carolina to visit my dad for the Christmas holidays so I refuse to work...lol. Happy Early Thanksgiving!!!
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HERE IS A POEM THAT I WROTE A WHILE AGO. JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU GUYS: If I Died Today If I died today would I be at peace? If I died today could I say that I was happy? If I died today would you know that I loved you? If I died today would the trees and flowers still grow? If I died today would I know my true friends? And not the fake ones waiting for my end. Could I know that my family was there? If I died today would they know I always cared? If I died today would you still feel the same? Or was our love just a silly little game? If I died today would you move on right away? If I died today would you love me the way that I loved you? Kimberly Marie Hill Copyright ©2005 Kimberly Marie Hill *THINGS I WANT TO DO AFTER WLS SURGERY* 1. RIDE ON A ROLLER COASTER AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK 2. SIT IN A CHAIR AND NOT HAVE MY BUTT HANG OVER THE EDGES 3. SHOP AT OLD NAVY, THE GAP, AND OTHER PLACES LIKE THAT 4. BE ABLE TO WALK FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME W/OUT GETTING TIRED 5. LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND BE HAPPY AT WHAT I SEE 6. WEAR HALF SHIRTS AND LITTLE SKIRTS 7. WERE SOME GET 'EM GIRL BOOTS...LOL 8. STOP SNORING IN MY SLEEP 9. HAVE MY THIGHS STOP RUBBING TOGETHER WHEN I WALK 10. NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT PANTS TOO TIGHT OR SHIRTS TOO SHORT TO COVER MY BUTT 11. JUST LIVE LIFE LIKE IT'S GOLDEN 12. HAVE MY BOYFRIEND BE ABLE TO PUT HIS ARMS ALL THE WAY AROUND ME 
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