E is for everything.

Jul 31, 2010

I really thought I would be farther along in my healing. E is for everything seems to be going worng. I am sure it could be tons worse. However throwing up is not high on my list. I am exhausted. protein is not going well. food in general doesn't like my pouch or my pouch doesn't like it. I am tired of having a hole in my abdomen that I have to pack and change. yesturday it bled all over and scared me.I just am feeling pretty low. and still no good times with vitamins. My multi vite feels like chunks of glass in my pouch no matter that i chewed it to dust. so I was going to try and always keep this positive. but maybe keeping it REAL is a better plan. Currently not sure that this was a good choice. However I can't take it back so here I am.

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