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Today I am exactly 4 months out from my surgery.  I have lost a total of 73lbs and believe it or not, still not a lot of people have noticed!  I guess I must hide it well.    Definitely the best decision I ever made.  Now I have to figure out how to afford plastic surgery to get rid of this extra skin.   There is no possible way I can afford plastic surgery so my transformation will never be exactly how I want it to be.  Oh well...maybe I'll win the lottery!  I am able to eat more normal amounts now and no vomiting anymore.  I feel completely back to normal.  I hope everyone else is doing well.  Take care.

Well I'm now 2 weeks and 2 days post op and I'm amazed at how fast the body heals.  No surgical pain after about 6 days.  I do get in pain when I eat too much or too fast.  I miss eating.  I've lost 32 pounds as of this morning.  Nobody has noticed yet so I feel fat still but since I eat basically nothing, I know I will lose the weight.  I hate all the protein drinks, shakes, juices - everything.  I know when i have my next doctor appointment I'll have to disclose that  and I'm sure he won't be too happy.  Anyway, all is well so far!

If I make it through today without having a nervous breakdown it will be a miracle.  To make my anxiety worse, I know someone who had this surgery and died on her 2nd day out from it.  They said it was some sort of breathing problem.  I just want to live and be thin and happy like I used to be.  24 hours and 8 minutes to go!!!!