therealfroglady
ok I guess I put my story in my blog so I will just tell you how my life has been , I have 2 beautiful daughters (yes I am a very proud momma) one will be 15 on march 29th, and the other will be 17 on sept 26th., with out them especially my oldest I really dont know how I could survive daily life some days , I occasionally will keep an eye on a friends 4 yr old , and she puts my socks on and helps me , rubs my back tells me to breath in , breath out , and sakys you will be better soon . My girls have so much responsiblility on them I hate it , I just cant do most of the house work , I do have a few good days where i may be able to wash a load of laundry if my lil helper is here to help put them in the dryer and take them out for me, lately my pain has beenso bad with muscle spasms in my back , 2 weeks ago something pooped in my back , (went to er but just gave me a shhot and see a back surgeon ( which i have seen several and they wont touch me due to my weight) my doctor took some xrays , (apparently everything is ok cause I havent heard anything) but my daughters have to lift my leg in the tub for me to get a shower , they have to lift my legs for me to get in the vehicle , sometimes help me put my pants on ( I try to use my cane for alot of things and I also have one of those picker uppers things) . I just some days feel like such a bad mom my girls are great and I know I have told them over and over how much I appreciate them , but they should not have to do all that they do.ok now I have to stop cause I'm crying and probally have so many typos , that you can't read this .......
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