Melissa D.
THE COUNTDOWN
Aug 09, 2009
HELLO EVERYONE! WEEL I GO TO MY NUTRITION CLASS ON TUESDAY(AUG 11TH) AT ST. VINCENT CARAMEL..THIS PAST WEEK I'VE HAD MORE THAN ONE PERSON GIVE ME THEIR OPINION ON WHY I DONT NEED THIS SURGERY...UUGH. IT GETS SO CRAZY ONE GIRL SAID HEY THATS REALLY DANGER, YOU DONT NEED IT" SHE SAID " I USED TO WEIGH 210 I WAS ALWAYS A BIG GIRL IF I GET YOU ON THE POWER GYM ALL THAT WEIGHT WILL DISAPPER" WELL I REMINDED HER OF MY NUMEROUS BACK SURGERY AND MY RIGHT LEG FROM THE KNEE DOWN IS PARALYSIZED SO HOW DO I GET ON THE GYM MACHINES?? HELL I CAN'T EVEN DO THE REGULAR STRESS TEST FOR PRE-OP.SHE ACTUALLY HAD THE NERVE TO SAY "WELL YOU COULD DO VARIOUS ARM EXERCISES" WELL HELLO JUST USING YOURE ARMS DOES NOTHING. IN A WAY I'M GLAD WE HAD THAT CONVERSATION. I WAS STARTING TO GET PRE SURGERY NERVES, WONDERING IF I WAS REALLY DOING THE RIGHT THING, DID I REALLY NEED THIS DRASTIC STEP? HELL YES I HAD TO LOOK BACK THRU MY JOURNALS WHERE I TALKED ABOUT HOW I FELT HEALTH WISE, EMOTIONAL WISE, EVERYTHING HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE YOUG KIDS AND TEENAGERS POINT AN MAKE SMART AZZ COMMENTS AND JUST FEELING SO UNCOMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN. BEING EMBARRESTED TO GO ANYWHERE IN PUBLIC BECAUSE YOU FEEL EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT HOW FAT YOU ARE UNDER THEIR BREATH. ANYWAY I'M MORE DETERMINED THAN EVER IT'S TUESDAY MORNING 2:30 AM SO MY SURGERY IS JUST 3 DAYS AWAY!!!! AUG 14 WILL BE MY NEW BIRTHDAY! GOD BLESS YOU ALL
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About Me
Jeffersonville, IN
Location
30.0
BMI
Surgery
08/14/2009
Surgery Date
Sep 21, 2008
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