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Wishing you the best, keep your chin up and your mind positive, many people even on this website get a high from bringing others down - thats a problem THEY have. Dont give up - God gives us what we can handle and everything is for a reason - many people go through dark times and we need each others support - I hope you things get better for you soon
Some people don't know any other way to get their point across. I did see your thread but never commented on it... I hope you reconsider using this website in the future because after all that has happened to you, it sounds like you could use support more than most (and I mean that in the nicest way possible). I hope you're getting some help about your issue.