here I go

Apr 20, 2014

Well tomorrow I am leaving for Toronto.  My surgery is on Tuesday at 12:45pm.  This is it!  This is what I have been working towards for the better part of a year and a half. And it is almost here.  Im packed I've got all my vitamins.  I have all my protein shakes soup jello yogurt etc. So am I  nervous?   Nope not YET.  I may be by Tuesday morning though.  Well what to say?  I wonder as I write this how my life is going to change after all this is done?  How my relationship with food will change?  It has been my friend for all of my adult life.  My constant companion.  I feel like it is bitter sweet.  I know what im doing is the right thing for me but I have to say goodbye to an old  friend.  So much of my behavior is habit.   So if figure if I learned these bad habits then I can unlesrn them as well.  I just need to take it one step at a time.  One day at a time and one meal at a time.  I will check in again at a later date to keep all of my OHfriends up to date on my progress.  Chat soon and HERE I GO!!!  :-)   Val

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