devoneberhardt
Only 3 days left to go!!!
Oct 20, 2009
Well, Here I am up at quarter after midnight and mopping floors, packing my bag and my toddlers bag for this weekend. I want to make sure everything is done and I don't forget anything. I am not really nervous yet or scared, just anxious. I want this over with, so I can start to exercise again and start loosing weight. I joined a gym and really like it there. I am going to meet with the personal trainer after I get clearance to start back again from the Surgeon, to get a personalized routine going. I am real excited about my new life. I am a very optimistic person and I hope that I am as prepared as I feel I am. My daughters father thinks that it may be a mistake. He is scared that I am not ready for this. I think it isn't that I am not ready I think he feels that Maybe I am going to change some kind of way. I don't know, he knew me when I was smaller and I was the same person then. (For those who don't know I went from 185 to 365 in less than 1 1/2 years). I am still going to be the funny acting person I have always been, just with a better self image. OK, so maybe I will be a little more funny acting than I am now.............. Who knows. I spoke to my therapist and she is really excited for me. She can't wait to start seeing me after surgery. She wants to go back to seeing me every other week instead of once a month like before. I guess she also knows something that I don't............... I know that it is going to be a mental challenge as well as a physical one. I am up for it. I am a very strong willed person who has overcome a lot of things, now I am going to overcome obesity. I am just going to add it to the list of many. Well I need to get the clothes out of the dryer and fold them before they get wrinkled. Love all and I may write again before Friday, If not those one the losers bench save me some room.
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About Me
Baltimore, MD
Location
27.9
BMI
Surgery
10/23/2009
Surgery Date
Apr 03, 2009
Member Since
