My Hair

Jul 10, 2010

Is gone.  I lose it in large handfuls.  I feel clumps of it run done my leg in the shower and I have to clean my drain out nightly.  I have resorted to keep it in a ponytail to 1. not have my back full of hair all day 2. only have the shock twice a day of how much I am losing 3. so I don't have to notice the thinness all day.  It's horrible.  Now, I would not want my hair back and be fat again.  I love all the weight I've lost!  I get so much positive attention...especially from my husband.  It's like when we first started dating.  I'm about at that weight too.

Eating is going well.  I can eat pretty normally...veggies are my fav but I work hard to get my protein in.  I do dump with a lot of sugar.  I really don't get cravings for sweet stuff anymore.  Hamburger makes me want to throw up just thinking about it and that used to be my favorite!

I just started getting the comments...."you aren't going to lose much more are you".  That is usually from larger people and it really doesn't bother me.  It really wouldn't bother me if I didn't lose anymore weight.  I'm at 195lbs and i feel good and look good.  But to be healthy I need to lose probably another 40 lbs.  I wonder what that will look like?

I would like to apologize to my collar bones for touching and looking at you so much.  I didn't realize how much I would miss you until you showed up again.

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