Ahh the scale/winds of change

Feb 28, 2011

Well my scale has been moving in both directions. I am not really enjoying that. I hope that it becomes stable really soon. I have seen it move in so many directions. I'm not sure if I'm losing or gaining weight. I did not do protein shakes over the weekend and I just tried to wing it. Not really sure why that was my choice of action. Maybe I was being lazy or I actually thought that I could figure out this process all by myself. ¡EPIC fail! Not the best option for me. I slept on the floor one night with stomach cramps from eating something too starchy or sweet.( I think it was my Mom's potato salad) I won't tell if you don't. I decided to taste it to help her with cooking. I hadn't had it in quite some time, and I figured a little taste wouldn't hurt. All things hurt this early in the game. Nothing is what it used to be. So Sunday and today I am paying the price for my poor choices. I have a serious case of the you know whats. Not so good, but in blows the scale of change and I have noticed that I have lost six pounds over the weekend alone. Wow! Not the best way to lose, but definitely seeing the results.

I have learned so much about food and about myself. Those times that I would normally have ignored and mindlessly shoved food into my face have all but disappeared. I have a new purpose with food and the winds of change are blowing all around me. I love my body and I want whats best for it. I want to have more kids and be there for each changing moment in their lives. I don't want another revision and I know what I need to do to get there. So next time my mom asks me to help in the kitchen I will kindly decline and remember I have a bigger and better purpose. I must no longer wait for the winds of change to come, I will be the wind that changes things.

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