latinamommy
I'd slap myself!!!
Nov 02, 2009
Soooo...I am being so horribly rotten that if there was another me I would slap myself. I do this EVERYTIME I lose any amount of weight. I see the numbers go down and use that as an excuse to eat a bite more or have another piece!! Why do I do this? I should be motivated to KEEP doing good not messing up!!! I'm a little depressed so that doesn't help. I need to keep busy. THat's a HUGE issue. If I am home I am cooking and then tasting then eventually eating. For some reason my daughter never wants to eat with me but as soon as I am done she wants something so there I go tasting her food!!! I am losing but not like I was. I will drop a pound then gain a pound then gain 3 pounds then drop two pounds. So when the week is up I have either gained or lost a total of 1 pound!! That alone is depressing!!! I also need to recommit to the gym. I just hate going alone!!! I want to be able to talk and laugh and feel stupid with someone NEXT to me. I know I know I was born alone but still...So hopefully I will be getting a job this week and I won't be in my house bored outta my mind. I am also a bored eater. If I am watching a movie I want to snack. Not on healthy protien-ish stuff but on cheetos and chips and salsa...bad I know!!!! So here is to making it to my halfway point BEFORE the new year!!!
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Winslow, AZ
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34.0
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Surgery
07/15/2009
Surgery Date
Feb 01, 2009
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