Bad days...

Mar 30, 2010

well, 2 weeks flew by again, today is the 30th and I have not lost anything, and it is hard to stay focused.  For the last year and a half I have had many medical problems, they all started with my blocked bowel in Sep 2008. Now I have, ibs, sbs, depression, low hormones, low b12, extreme fatigue, cronic headachs and  I have had nothing but problems with eating since then.  Unfortunately I had doctors encouraging me to eat unhealthy (because healthy food made me sick), when I got out of the hospital and was down to like 125 lbs, my doc told me to eat chocolate and anything that would put weight on me.  Long story short, chocolated didn't settle with me, but neither did lettice, fruit or vegs and most other food.  The only things that I could eat and not get "sick" off of is mainly carbs,.. chips and the like... so I munch all day, because I'm hungry all day, and the only foods that work for me are bad foods for us (wls peoples).  so I have put on almost 30 lbs since then.  the first 15 is ok but not the last 15, and the scale keeps creeping up.  I tried  to eat heathier these last couple of weeks, but still so many foods that don't work for me, and then depression kicks in... and that's the end for me...bring on the food.  Desprate, I ordered a new "diet" pill that just came out that is suppose to curb the appitite (my biggest problem right now)....  I never thought I'd ever order one of those ever again!!!  :(
I will let you know what happens in the next couple of weeks,  right now at 155 (tonight, just ate dinner however, never a good time to weigh in)..... 

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07/28/2006
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