Life

Jan 13, 2010

I guess I'm going to start using these blogs to get things off my chest... Its a 1130 and I'm not sleepy and have tons of stuff running through my head. I'm starting back to college in less than a week and for some crazy reason I have enrolled myself into 18 hours this semester.I'm starting to believe I'm crazy..lol... I have like 3 papers due by the 31st and cant even start because there website for online classes isn't working! WTF.  I have to write them a letter telling them why I think I deserve in state tuition...If I dont have to pay the difference which is 6000 dollars!!! Well I think I deserve it because I have lived there 25 years of my life, I still am registered as an Oklahoma person my drivers license my car tags and the list goes on BUT thats not enough I have to write a freakin paper... Its not the paper that is bothering me its all the hoops that I have had to go through with this school.. Well enough about school...

As I go through this Im starting to realize who my true friends are.. Its sad that something that is good for me, something that will help me be health again is doing this. I have or should I say had some friends that are against it. Well Im sorry its not your body, its not your life, ITS MINE. Its time for me to selfish and do something for myself.  Dont get me wrong I do have some friends that are very supportive of it! One of them I feel guilt when I talk about it with her. I know I shouldnt and I know she is happy for me But she is going through such a hard time, its not even fair! Her little 2 year old boy has stage 4 cancer. Its just as we talk about things she is getting horrible news from doctors and Im getting great news... So if you pray please pray for him and all the other children and there families dealing with cancer.. Its a hard fight they are fighting, and they need support!!! 

well I guess Ill get off here and go read my books and try to get ahead before I get behind on those papers.. Wish me luck! lol.. 

Also I have lost 9.5 pounds!!! :) And two more classes to go!!

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