I wonder

Jul 26, 2011

I am beginning to wonder what did I do. I know they say that you'll feel like this, but i think thats because so many people begin to feel like that because of the pain, and the things they cant eat. I dont care about what I cant eat and im not in any pain anymore. I wonder why did I do it because of the process which isnt feeling like a process anymore. To get on a scale  and not see it move is so depressing. Im blogging it cause I dont want to seem like all I do is complain.I feel like this is it for me. I feel like im not gonna lose another pound. Im excercising and im beginning to feel like I should just give up....but i cant. I didnt do this for nothing, I did it because I thaught if I work with it and use it and do what im suppose to and dont do what im not suppose to then it would be ok. Sad to say thats not how its feeling. So what can I do now?? Nothing,,nothing more than what I have been doing and hope and pray that it gets better, A LOT BETTER, more sooner than later.

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