Pigging Out

Jul 29, 2011

Sometimes I just wanna pig out, Especially when I smell something that just arouses my senses,lol. But then I think about how I used to feel afterward, how I used to wish i would not have done that, or wake after a night of eating some peanut butter cookies/or honey buns and a coke" OMG why cant I have some more control than I have". Im so grateful that although I had surgery to assist me, im in control and damn proud of it. I am so thankful for this new feeling after a few bites no matter how delicious or hungry,,, I am having the feeling of knowing when to stop. The feeling im not familiar with, Yes the feeling of being FULL. I love it more than cake (and I loveeee birthday cake,lol)
I cant wait til I get the point where I can upload my before and after pictures, that will be a day to remember

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