Oct. 17, 2010 The day before Surgery

Oct 17, 2010

Today I am nervous and excited about tomorrow.  I'm disappointed because my children have not contacted me today to wish me luck and prayers??? Do children get too old to worry about these things or are they too busy with their on lives?  My mom called several times this week to let me know she is praying for my success and easy recovery.  Maybe I'm too centered on myself.  I thought my family would want to see me before surgery.  I hate to say this but I always see them about financial issues.  Of course they want our help.  I guess I'm feeling sad today.  My mind is focus on the surgery tomorrow.  I was very fortunate to have my granddaughter spend the night last night.  She is a blessing from god.  I told my husband today that I was hoping the girls would volunteer to come to the hospital.  I didn't want him to be alone.  I wouldn't want him to be by himself if something went wrong with the surgery.  We are always there for each other....for 32 years.

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