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I cant belive its been seven years already. I so need to get back on track. Im startinf to gain some weight back. My heath is so bad right now and I feel it.

Wow I cant believe its been five years already. Life is getting better health wise I guess. I just wish I could get better with taking my vitamins. So much has happened over these past five years. I feel that having this surgery saved my life. If I would have never had it I strongly believe my tumor would not have been found until It was to late and the cancer would have spread. So this surgery saved my life in so many ways.

 

Well life has been a roller coaster ride this past year. It  has been One year since having my cancer removed but it has been the worst year of my life. I'm cancer free and I am grateful for that. I've had a total of five surgeries since last March and it has  just been pure hell. I'm four weeks post op from my last surgery. I'm hoping to get myself into the gym in  a few more weeks. I really want to build up my strength. I don't care if I don't lose any more weight. I just want to feel good and be healthy. I will be four years post op from WLS next month  It's funny but it seems like I've been given a second chance with my pouch. I say that because since I've had all these surgeries this past year my pouch seems to have shrunk. My portions are like it was in the beginning. I can't eat to much which is good. I look at it as a blessing. I don't want to ever gain my weight back. Well hopefully things will start getting better for me God willing 

I was so hoping I would be having Plastic surgery this year not surgery to remove cancer  Hoping they remove it all and I can just go on with my life. I had WLS to get healthy and now this. But I do believe if I never would of had my WLS they would have not found the tumor. I would have been told the same thing I was always told when I went to the doctor with pain(it's your weight). I probably wouldn't even had went to the doctor for this because I was so fed up with be embarrassed about my weight and the Dr always pointing it out to me like I didn't know. So I guess I can say WLS did save my life in more way's than one.

I found out I have Kidney Cancer two weeks ago. I've been stress eating allot.I'm an emotional wreck. I really need to get my emotions under control. I do not want to gain anymore weight. It wont be any help to my kidney and I have surgery in two weeks. Just feel so lost.

Lindora has been really good for me. I've lost all the weight from my regain and I'm below my lowest weight since surgery. I'm finally starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Well joining Lindora has helped me so much. I feel in control again. My eating habits are back to good not perfect but way better than its been for a long time. I feel like my stomach has shrunk again because I get full allot faster than I was before getting strict again. I'm almost down to my lowest weight since surgery. I hoping to lose more though.

Well I gained weight! I hoped I was going to be one of the lucky folks that lost weight and got to goal and then just worked at keeping it off . Didn't happen. I got down to 178 and stayed there for almost a year and then started regaining weight. I gained 20 lbs in just a few months It came on quick. I got all the way up to 198 and just felt miserable. I joined a weight loss clinic called Lindora so I can get myself back on track. So far so good. I've lost 10 lbs in three weeks and I'm starting to feel a little better. I just want to get to my goal weight and work on maintaining.

Worked out yesterday and I feel so good. I did sweating to the oldies so fun...lol havent done that in a long time. My lil one said I was dancing like a goofball which made me laugh. I also went for a 25 min walk and did some squats. I feel the burn today but I will still go for a walk this evening.

I can't belive I fit into a pair of 11/12 jeans. Wow I never thought I would see this day. I haven't worn this size since 1995. Well I guess my next size I look forward to will be a size 8.