update blog

Dec 22, 2009

i am so happy with my new self aside from a very saggy body.... will be working harder to firm... i am happy even if i dont loose anymore weight rite where i am, i can do alot more than i used to i feel more confident but still have a ways to go before i am 100 percent confident, i always have been sort of a wall flower so that is hard to get over the shyness.. since surgery i have recently gotten a divorse.. not due to the surgery the marriage was on the rocks for awhile i guess i just had to get the courage up to end it!! & i did after a long & bitter divorse it is over & i have moved out of michigan & into the wonderful state of fla.  i cant find a pic that will let me change my avatar they all say to big so im gonna keep that one i guess, but i do heve recent pics on my pics page... i am getting all my protein & vitamins in daily although some days its a struggle with the protein thank god for the liquid form it helps a ton!! i am wearing a size 9 in jr sizes or a size 6-8 in womens lg tops never thought id be this small dont think i have been this size since maybe my lower teens!! wow the yr has realy flown by to, alot of changes im still trying to catch up with them myself..lol... all for the good though i love my ds i wouldnt change a thing i have so far not had any problems....nock on wood... sorry im not writing more often but im not much of a writer i like to stand back on the sidelines & watch sometimes comment but not always, someday maybe i will stop trying to blend in with the wallpaper but old habbits are hard to break!!

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