Happy

Nov 20, 2009

 Ok yesterday was such a happy day. I got the phone call to start my surgery classes which I will then have surgery after that. It is a very exciting time for me. So usually when people get good news they like to share it with friends and family. I'm not a secretive person and I have no desire to keep my surgery a secret. I have so many people that disapprove. They are killing my happy buzz. Oh you're beautiful just deal with it. I can deal with being fat but I can't deal with all the things that come with it. And by things I mean health problems. I have a loving husband that would love me if I weighed 120 or 320, but he might want to keep me around for awhile. I don't care that people do not  approve but maybe they should keep it to themselves.

I start my class on Monday and I am very exciting. I have weighed every pro and con a million times and I always get the same result. I should do it. How do I make people understand why I am doing it? Well I'm keeping my head up even if I have some less than supportive people around me. I guess I need to educate them on it. Sometimes when people don't understand things they make opinions without thinking. So for now I'm doing the happy happy dance.

So my schedule is :

Today diabetes dr

Monday I start class

Wed psychology evaluation. Can't wait for that one. LOL.

 Ok went to diabetes Dr.  She's not really on board either. But she said she will do anything I need. I.E. Help manage my diabetes through the process. I think she is just not a big fan of weight loss surgery. So I don't think it really has anything to do with me. I have 4 out of five doctors that think its a great idea. She changes up my insulin a bit. I guess I will be on a pump break. So let's see how that goes.

 

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