SUNRAY
7 days waiting
Mar 09, 2009
Today is March 9th..7days to the day before surgery. Find it hard to think of anything but the Big Day...work today was really a chore...concentration level was a real struggle. I have finally pin-pointed the cause of my anxiety...and it's not the surgery or the resulting change to my life...it's being away from work for 3 weeks. I have never taken that much time off at one time...nobody at work who is willing to cross-train to fill in either. I am trying so hard not to turn to food as an anxiety-reliever...identifing triggers that prompted me to eat is going to be a life-long discovery. Oh, well, it is what it is...I have heard that so often here in OH...guess I'd better start believing it LOL This before surgery journey has been at times confusing, other times exhilerating, other times frustrating. It certainly has been a learning experience! With more lessons to come I'm sure ^_& Meeting the surgeon again this Thursday and having my physical the same day...then try to stay sane til Monday. Oh, I have to call Kaiser Friday afternoon to find out surgery time...hope I don't forget LOL ...like that's gonna happen...just the opposite...talk about a clock watcher
Til next time Nancy aka Sunray
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About Me
Sacramento, CA
Location
40.2
BMI
Surgery
03/16/2009
Surgery Date
Feb 11, 2009
Member Since
