I'M ABOUT TO GIVE UP

Dec 22, 2008

Ha!  I love these smilely things.  But I hate being fat.  I have hypothyroidism and it seems here lately that my body doesn't get rid of fat, almost like it doesn't know how to process it.  It keeps building up.  I have tended to slightly give up lately.  After a full year and a half of watching, charting everything I ate and staying within the recommended calories and exercising rigorously and not lossing an ounce, I finally lost hope of ever loosing any of this weight.  I've talked to my doctor, he doesn't believe me when I tell him what I've been doing.

I know, too, I am an emotional eater and here lately, I have gone somewhat burzerk since realizing my husband is a control freak...and in the realization, I am at a lose as to know what to do about the whole situation.  Christmas is almost here and I've been depressed before but never like this; never this deep.  I just want to sleep all the time.  (Do you think it's strange that my husband's first wife was like this, too?)

So, here I am.  Where do I go from here?

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