just a note

Feb 03, 2010

well sitting at 164/165 and not seemign to move .. but thats a good thing .. i think its shifting around trying to decide where to go ... i am in a 14 right now and it is awesome to be able to fit in them .. i went to the thrift store 2 weeks ago and bought 1 size 12 .. they are about 3 inches from being able to be closed.. but thats ok ... because i know that they will fit ... just a matter of time .. and hard work ... but man i cant wait .. the size 26/28 seems so long ago .. its so hard to beleive that it wasn't really all that long ago really. a size 14 !! OMG i haven't been this size in 20 years. how did i get to where i was was 2-3 years ago? but now i am so much more aware as to where i am where i have been and where i am going ... i feel so much more alive and know the feeling is so much better then i was before my surgery. so for anyone that reads this ... remember that you CAN do it .... and if it takes all the will power you can get and all the backing in the world and a surgery on top of that .. then darn it do it! your energy will be over the top and out of this world !!!!!!!         

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